All I want is to go on hating you, <br />But I can’t even tell anyone why. <br />You took something important from me, <br />Something from the look in his eyes. <br /> <br />I went looking for honest answers. <br />The answer was honestly you. <br />Even thought it shouldn’t matter, <br />I still just need to hate you. <br /> <br />This has become a game of hide and seek. <br />Hiding hurt, seeking consolation. <br />Seems to me all I’ve achieved <br />Is a new sense of alienation. <br /> <br />They think I’m the one who swooped in. <br />Shared something that was meant to be, <br />But I was never first, and that’s what hurts. <br />Now the person I hate is me.<br /><br />Jessica Bieg<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/my-secret-6/
