Part I - Conversation between me and my inner demon right before asking my wife for a divorce. <br />Part II - After I asked for the divorce. <br /> <br /> <br />Part I - The End <br />I am scared <br /> Who the hell cares <br />The unknown is near <br /> Has it ever been far <br /> <br />Is this an end of a beginning <br /> It's the end of something <br />or the beginning of an end <br /> Beginning of nothing <br /> <br />Do I turn left <br /> Easy peasy <br />or do I turn right <br /> Rough waters ahead <br /> <br />I pray for guidance but none has come <br /> Because you are alone <br />Yes I am alone in this <br /> Get used to it <br />No one here <br /> Because you chased them away <br />No one near <br /> Why would they be near <br /> <br />Mustn't shed a tear <br /> No mustn't do that <br />Mustn't be weak <br /> You are weak <br />But the pain <br /> You deserve it <br />It hurts <br /> Endure it <br />It burns <br /> Stop your whining <br /> <br />What of the boy <br /> He'll survive <br />Will his wounds heal <br /> Yours did <br />Is he best with me or her <br /> Maybe her <br />Not her please not her <br /> You think you can do better <br /> <br />Not sure I can do it <br /> Shut the hell up and get it over with <br />Yes Sir Sorry Sir <br /> Is it done <br />Please forgive me for It is done <br /> <br />Part II - The Beginning <br /> <br />I said the words <br /> About time <br />I felt the pain <br /> Wasn't it wonderful <br />She didn't hate me <br /> What <br />I shed the tears <br /> Wait..She didn't hate you <br />She thinks I'm worthy <br /> You aren't <br />I shared, she listened, she loved <br /> What did you share <br />Me/You <br /> Idiot <br />Leave me be <br /> You need me <br />Get out <br /> I can't because I am you <br />I am not afraid of you <br /> You should be <br />The wall will come down <br /> I'll be free <br />Free to leave <br /> No I don't think so <br />Get out <br /> I like it here <br />I said 'Get the hell out! ' <br />... <br />Peace <br /> Not yet<br /><br />Paul Marshall<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/the-end-of-the-beginning-beginning-of-the-end/
