I just feel like I'm sleepwalking <br />Sleepwalking through my life <br />I don't know what I'm doing <br />I just cry and cry and cry. <br /> <br />I saw your grave, and I <br />Felt like committing suicide <br />You're just as young as me <br />Just nearing fourteen! <br /> <br />The note you left behind <br />In it was no sign of remorse <br />No sign of regrets, nor reluctance <br />It seemed as if you were really happy to leave. <br /> <br />Good for you now, isn't it? <br />Relieved of all the heartpains <br />Free from all the troubles of life <br />Exempted from nasty feelings. <br /> <br />If it wasn't for my strong will <br />For the care I'd been showered all along <br />I'd probably end up like you <br />Gone from this world, never to return. <br /> <br />But still I cry and cry and cry <br />Confused, not knowing what to do <br />Waiting for someone to convince <br />And tell me what my next step should be.<br /><br />astaldo ELVEN<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/sleepwalking-through-my-life/