Waiting i have been for the sun <br />And finally i can feel its rays on my skin... <br />After a long dark winter <br />Many tortured nights <br />My soul witnessed <br />The wracking of my grief stricken body <br />Curled up like a little big baby... <br /> <br />Many nights <br />Spent roaming <br />New lovers <br />Rekindling an old love <br />Many nights finding myself again <br />And reconnection with my girls... <br /> <br />Many nights praying <br />Seeking guidance in the old ways <br />Asking for support in my path to the truth <br />Many nights working <br />Many nights <br />The frogs come out at night <br />When the air is cold... <br /> <br />Goodbye to the chilling air <br />Welcome to the sun <br />AS i kiss this winter <br />For all that i have learnt and discovered <br />The nights of passion <br />The nights of pain <br />And all the nights i was numb... <br /> <br />I promise <br />That i will greet the sun <br />With the vitality <br />Of a new seed <br />Bursting toward light... <br /> <br />I feel reborne <br />Somehow <br />Brave <br />Ready to be myself <br />And not value myself <br />On love alone <br />Love from another... <br /> <br />Dreaming of the sun <br />For so long now it seems <br />A whisker away <br />I love the way i feel on the beach <br />With the sand and water <br />Swimming through currents and undertows <br />Feeling the energy of the water on my body <br />Making love in the sand dunes <br />Letting my hair go all ringlety <br />Wearing little or no clothing <br />And no makeup... <br /> <br />Dreaming of the sun <br />Dreaming has begun <br />Winters dream has gone <br />No more dark nights <br />When the night is long <br />And the moon is strong... <br /> <br />22nd august 2006<br /><br />black panther eyes eastick<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/dreaming-of-the-sun/
