The pain was shocking <br />Yet left me begging for more <br />Laying on the bed <br />Underneath him <br />Not know what to do <br />Each time him moved <br />I gasped for breath <br />I couldn't scream <br />His sister was in the next room <br />He held me afterwards <br />As i cried <br />I couldn't stop <br />It was my first time <br />It hurt so bad <br />I couldn't really move <br />I feel asleep in his arms <br />And as he snuck out <br />He kissed my forehead <br />And said he was sorry <br />Then said good nite <br />What he didn't know <br />Was i was awake <br />I started to cry again <br />As i prayed to god <br />that my boyfriend never found out<br /><br />Hollie McDaniel<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/my-first-time-3/