I swear I’m going crazy <br />You know <br />I walk around <br />Eyes closed <br />I smile <br />I see something <br />I see money in my hand <br />I buy what I want <br />I do what I want <br />I sit where I want <br />Sleep where I want <br />I talk <br />I talk to no-one <br />No-one except me <br />But I do see things <br />I see… <br />I see me being different <br />I see me getting revenge <br />I see me buying a job <br />I see me buying friends <br />Buying a life <br />I swear I’m going crazy <br />I’ve won… <br />I’ve won the lottery so many times <br />Every time I close my eyes <br />I win <br />I win money <br />I win a house <br />I win a new life <br />I swear I’m going crazy <br />If these words… <br />If I didn’t write these words down <br />I would be punished <br />I would be sanctioned <br />Declared insane <br />But they are written <br />Because they are written <br />I’m just a dreamer <br />I’m a sucker <br />I’m a hoper <br />But I swear I’m going crazy. <br /> <br /> <br />© Pamela A.C. James-Blackwood 2006<br /><br />Pamela James Blackwood<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/crazy-crazy-crazy/
