I don’t give two shits anymore <br />all I want to do is die <br />that is all I wish for at night <br />is to die <br />no one would really care <br />I have no lover <br />not a friend to call <br />no one to address my suicide letter <br />I’m just sick of always felling nervous <br />feeling depressed <br />crying <br />I wonder would I ever be happy? <br />would I ever have a friend? <br />should I hope it will get better <br />the truth is <br />it won't <br />it never does <br />and you know what <br />I don't really care <br />because no happiness is worth this much pain <br />all the pain of getting there <br />then again how would I know I’ve never felt happiness<br /><br />Scarlet .....<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/is-happiness-worth-all-the-pain-of-getting-there/
