all I can do now is laugh <br />I have no tears left <br />for last night <br />I decided it was time <br />time to end it <br />end the pain <br />end it all <br />I hung myself from my bed <br />just as I was about to give over to the darkness <br />the beautiful darkness <br />I heard foot steps <br />if they found me now it was over <br />I would not die tonight <br />I struggled to un hang my self <br />just as I stood up <br />she walked in <br />my mother walked in <br />she started to complain about work <br />she didn't even notice the noose hanging behind me <br />or my tear stained face <br />or even that my face was reddish purple <br />how could she not notice <br />last night I found out <br />that the truth is I did die last night <br />whatever I had left inside died <br />that little bit of hope just melted away<br /><br />Scarlet .....<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/last-night-i-died-inside/
