You were once mine <br />Inside of me, a life <br />You were made out of me <br />And God and a man <br />Growing, entombed in comfort <br />With everything you needed <br />Waiting for yor arrival <br />But I'm so confused <br />Is it a good thing that you never had to see this earth <br />You never had to feel any pain or ever get hurt <br />Or is it a bad thing that it's my fault you died <br />I am to blame for your lost life <br />It's my fault that you never had a chance to change this world <br />I wish I knew which to follow <br />But confussion aside <br />I still wish I could have loved you so much <br />I wanted to hold your little hand <br />And put it against my heart <br />So you would know your heart beats with mine <br />But it's my fault you never got to be<br /><br />Cheyenne Ashley<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/miscarriage-6/
