Life's catastrophe <br />Mental apathy <br />Feeling empty, <br />Lost, and dazed. <br />Deep depression <br />My regression <br />I'm alone, <br />Brain in a haze. <br />Pain-filled anguish <br />Mental languish <br />My hopelessness <br />Cannot be fazed. <br />Evil thoughts <br />Satan's taunts <br />My mind races, <br />Eyes ablaze. <br />Empty wrinkles <br />Insanity twinkles <br />Bi-polarity never <br />Fails to amaze. <br />Eyes distraught <br />Lonely thoughts <br />Tears overwhelm <br />And eyes are glazed. <br />Wicked torment <br />So absorbent <br />I shrink to nothing <br />Beneath your gaze.<br /><br />Elizabeth Sheaffer<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/lost-within-myself-bi-polarity-comes-knocking/