day by day <br />it grows <br />it gets worse <br />you have shown me how to find the light <br />but lately <br />there is no light <br />none at all <br />i'm drowning in total darkness <br />it has never been this bad before <br />never <br />for my beast is starting to win this battle <br />this battle for control <br />for it can tell when i'm in darkness <br />and the darkness gives it strength <br />it feds it <br />for in this darkness i loss my control <br />i can feel it slipping away <br />the deeper i sink <br />the less control i have <br />i can feel the beast starting to take control <br />starting to break free from its chains within me <br />i need to find some light <br />to push the beast back <br />but the more i struggle <br />the quicker i sink <br />the more i scream <br />the quicker the darkness chokes me <br />drowns me <br />for i can now barely breath <br />will i find the light i need <br />or will i continue to sink <br />deeper and deeper <br />pulled by my own beast <br />for it is the bottom that my beast wants <br />he wants the bottom <br />of this pool of darkness <br />i can he him say <br />he will not stop until he reaches the bottom <br />and that worries me <br />because i believe him <br />and even if i win this time <br />i know it will not be the last<br /><br />Scarlet .....<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/the-beast-is-starting-to-win/
