why am I like this? <br />why am I so shy <br />why am I so scared <br />why am I always so nervous <br />why do I always over worry and over think about things I can't help <br />why do I stress over the past <br />for I know I can not fix it <br />I can not change it but I still stress over <br />I never let it go <br />it is like I don; t know how to let go of things I messed up <br />god I wish I knew how <br />so I could try to fix this <br />before it gets worse <br />and all I’ll do is worry and stress <br />because I’m really sick of all of this <br />this is not who I want to become <br />I want to be me <br />I want to be open and free <br />I try not to worry and sometimes it works but not most of the time <br />I just keep telling myself it will all work out <br />but will it? <br />because I really don; t know anymore <br />because every time it starts to look better <br />it becomes ten times worse<br /><br />Scarlet .....<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/why-am-i-like-this-2/
