I finally found it <br />a way to exist <br />I way to live <br />live without regrets <br />live the way you said I should <br />for I did that today <br />I live without regrets <br />I was as if it set me free <br />I was suddenly released <br />the pressure was lifted <br />it was as if I suddenly got the strength <br />to break my chains <br />the chains that held me down <br />down in the darkness <br />I finally found a way to that all <br />I found the secret to me <br />I can no longer fear my beast <br />I can no longer fight my beast <br />I must embrace it <br />for when I fight it <br />I fight myself <br />for it is part of me <br />for today I embraced it <br />and just like that it gave me the strength <br />the strength to break these chains <br />it gave me the strength to continue this search <br />the search for me <br />the real me <br />but it gave me the map <br />the map to be <br />for now I can see <br />see the way <br />the way to me <br />for today I felt different <br />I was no longer felt depressed <br />I felt so different <br />but yet the same <br />I felt like I found a part of me <br />for I felt like me <br />I no longer was in pain <br />I was no longer being clawed from the within <br />for now I feel <br />different <br />I feel safe <br />I feel warm <br />for I am protected when I’m in its furry embrace <br />my beasts embrace <br />for it has become a part of me <br />for now we work as one <br />no more fighting for control over each other <br />for we are finally united <br />I am finally in total control <br />for when I embraced it <br />I became in control <br />it was no longer controlling my life <br />for now it is over <br />for my war within is finally over<br /><br />Scarlet .....<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-finally-found-my-way-to-exist/
