When I'm in my head <br />looking for stability <br />I see a mess and dread <br />there's no tranquility. <br /> <br />My mood swings are strong <br />I've violent ups and downs <br />Swinging like a pendulum <br />and then circling in rounds <br /> <br />I'm feeling all the negatives <br />and blame myself continuously <br />but, are there any positives? <br />believe me, I search continuously <br /> <br />I have a great advisor <br />He's bright and talks with no fright <br />He couldn't be any wiser <br />He is my guiding light <br /> <br />I'll find my inner stability <br />I'll do it soon, I know <br />I know I have the ability <br />It's a process that is slow <br />But I'll learn from this, I'll grow <br />I won't stay low; <br />I'll shine with my inner glow. <br /> <br />Written on May 1,2007 <br /> <br />To my advisor, I owe you big.<br /><br />CeCe Lamberts<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/my-inner-stability/