I can’t believe this <br />I know that if I stay here <br />it will cost me my life <br />for I know I will not be able to survive <br />I will lose all control <br />ending my life <br />I realize if I wanna live on <br />I must escape <br />go I am so trapped though <br />problems keep popping up around me <br />problems of those around me <br />I fight their battles instead of mine <br />I fight back their fears <br />as my life starts to fade from within <br />I solve their daily dilemmas <br />well I should be fighting my own battle <br />the one for my life <br />and my sanity <br />but I always choose to fight others <br />before mine <br />it doesn’t matter how unimportant theirs could be <br />I always put them first <br />and myself last <br />if I do not stop <br />I will no longer be able to survive <br />for I will lose my battle <br />for it has gone on well I was helping others <br />and I am losing ground <br />and fast <br />even if i return <br />and stan my ground <br />will i ever be able to grain all that i lost <br />will i be able to win my battle <br />only time can tell<br /><br />Scarlet .....<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/only-time-can-tell/
