Our friendship looked so joyful <br />now it appears doubtful <br />it upsets you when you see me with your friends <br />it upsets me when I see you with my friends <br />But now I see the truth <br /> <br />I now know that you were never my friend <br />You just acted like it <br />so you could use me <br />Now I am afraid to open up to a guy like that again <br />I am afraid to get backstabbed again <br /> <br />I do not want to go through the pain again <br />I have not recovered from you <br />It angers me when I think of how much I trusted you <br />I can not get my friends to see the truth about you <br />For I do not want them to go through this pain to <br /> <br />It is almost unbearable <br />But I know one day you will get your pay back <br />By far you are the hardest friend to let go so far <br />I hope that if you come back too me <br />I will have the strength to say ' no' to you <br /> <br />Because I do not want to be hurt again <br />It amazes me how I felt so close to you in only one year <br />I learned so much about you and you about me <br />This is one thing that is going to take a while to put in the past <br /> <br />It is painful to look at you if only for two seconds <br />Because I want to run up to you and hug you <br />To talk to you <br />To tell you that everything is going to be okay <br />For you to forgive me <br />and me to forgive you <br /> <br />Because I trully do miss you <br />You are always on my mind no matter what time <br />I want to make up for everything <br />We were as close as two friends could be without going out <br />But then you fell in love and left me behind<br /><br />shiny shine<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/broken-friendship-5/
