A decision made <br />after long years of doubt. <br />Killed off inside. <br />life’s pleasures locked out. <br /> <br />Moods, deep and dark, <br />no relief, on edge. <br />Sleep a blessing, <br />waking, the cliffs edge. <br /> <br />Years, and more years <br />Please, why can't it end? <br />These feelings, more thoughts, <br /> why can’t I mend? <br /> <br />A dream, magic, <br />thoughts come that are new. <br />Miracle, or a trick, <br /> not a cure? <br /> <br />Another day. <br />Long and with some hope. <br />Feelings, now felt, <br />I begin to cope. <br /> <br />Weeks come and go. <br />Free, states of mind range, <br />from bad to good. <br />I welcomed the change. <br /> <br />It was worth it? <br />Can I believe it? <br />A decision, yes, <br />I was right to quit.<br /><br />Susan Alldred Lugton<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/a-decision/
