flooded by thoughts <br />the ones I have fought to stay away from <br />thoughts of the darkest kind <br />thoughts that chase me <br />thought I will never be able to escape <br />ones i will live with all my life <br />thanks to those who raise me <br />i am programed that way <br />the way to hate and blame myself <br />for all that goes wrong <br />maybe one day i will find someone to help me fix that <br />just maybe<br /><br />Scarlet .....<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/overwhelmed-forever/
