Depressing myself over <br />What others see as nothing. <br /> Wandering though my days, <br />Looking to better something.. <br /> Wishing I could just die, <br />To escape all the torment. <br /> Seeking the joy I once had, <br />Wondering where it all went. <br /> <br /> Still I continue to breathe, <br />Forward I march on. <br /> Wondering what I’ve done <br />That now seems so wrong. <br /> If one could only tell me <br />How to clean this mess, <br /> To any fault or sin of my own, <br />I’d gladly confess. <br /> <br /> To fix what is broken, I shall <br />Willingly follow any command. <br /> Anything, even if it were to be <br />Blood would stains my hands. <br /> Please, just tell me what to do, <br />Where to go, what to say. <br /> For here, in my loneliness, <br />I cannot live and stay. <br /> <br /> Now, kill me here! End <br /> this miserable life. <br /> Show me the deathly gleam of <br />The Grim Reaper’s scythe. <br /> Or please help me to live happily, <br />Just another day more. <br /> From that happy moment on, <br />I think I could find my way…<br /><br />David N. Degnan<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/help-me-live/
