I lay down and try to sleep tonight <br />I pray to God, I die tonite, <br />If I wake by morning's light <br />I know then God does not exist. <br /> <br />Why do I have to suffer so, <br />By the one's who profess their love. <br />Pain and suffering is all I know, <br />At their attempts to control. <br /> <br />Tired and weak, I'm about to give up, <br />The torture does not seem to stop. <br />They say their justified by their love. <br />Why can't they just f**k right off. <br /> <br />Please, just let me die tonite, <br />I want this to end so badly now. <br />If you could just grant me this wish. <br />All I want is just alittle peace.<br /><br />A.M. Belsey<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-die-tonite/
