*this poem was written about a friend, <br />and what she is going thru these days* <br />i quit cutting a while back <br />and im doing good <br />no slits on my wrists, <br />no blood going down my arm, <br />everything was fine <br />i had even quit using my 'rubber buddy' <br /> <br />but its not so easy <br />when your family is like mine <br />an alchoholic dad, <br />who's acts more like a kid than i do <br />hes always yelling <br />and calling me names <br />a stubborn sister, <br />who loves to blackmail me <br /> <br />and who acts like i get everything <br />when everything=all of their crap <br />a god worshiping mother, <br />who thinks im the one causing her to take meds <br />she blames me when mistakes happen <br />she even thought i was pregnant one time <br />but as hard as it was, <br />i held back the anger, the hurt, every feeling <br /> <br />and now i wana let it loose <br />the tamed lion wants out! <br />i promised my brother, <br />i wouldnt cut again <br />and i have to stick to my promise <br />no matter what! <br />but every now and then <br />i catch myself, looking at the razorblade again<br /><br />Selena Star<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-lo0k-at-th3-razorblad3-fr0m-time-to-time-07/
