head upside down <br />'im about to drown <br />drown in depression <br />its my obsession <br />beat myself up <br />i never give up <br />smack <br />crack <br />harder <br />HARDER <br />scratch till i bleed <br />pain is what i need <br />cant get enough <br />need to be more rough <br />my body is numb <br />my head is dumb <br />man i hate myself <br />now i run into this shelf <br />now my face is bleeding <br />on pain my body is feeding <br />slam my head on the wall <br />i hit like a rag doll <br />fall on the floor <br />whack my head on the door <br />i loose consciousness <br />i'm trapped in blindness <br />im going ballistic<br /><br />Wandering Scarlet<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/ballistic/
