You have changed. <br />You are not the friend I used to know <br />The friend that I loved and cared about, the friend who was <br />there for me in good times and bad times <br />I don't know what brought us to this point <br />I told you a couple of times how I am feeling. but I guess you <br />heard me speak but I don't think you were listening <br />I just can't hold on any longer <br /> <br />The life of our friendship is now dependent on me alone <br />When we speak is because I initiated it, when we see each other is because I arranged it and when we laugh is because I made the joke <br />It never used to be like this, we used to share everything <br />Its breaking my heart <br /> <br />When you changed, <br />I thought it would only be for a while <br />But it has taken longer than a year <br />I thought if I gave you and our frienship all I got, <br />you would realise my importance in your life <br />I have been waiting a long time <br />I can't hold on any longer <br /> <br />We are on the edge <br />Ihave been holding on for far too long for you to pull <br />me from this edge <br />Can't you see I am about to fall? <br />I am just holding on with just the tip of my fingers <br />l am tired and I am angry <br />look at me and see the tears in my eyes <br />because I am letting go now <br />Watch me fall because I just can't hold on any more.<br /><br />Tholang Khunyeli<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-can-t-hold-on-any-longer/