Everybody is laughing and having fun; Idols is <br />on and contestants are making fools of themselves, <br />while I’m quietly getting an attack of anxiety done; <br />feeling completely confused, the stack of books at <br />my feet threatening me, the old magazines I went <br />through brought no respite; reading about cleaning <br />my aura left me feeling blue; you are SUCH a good <br />cook, the lamb stew was delicious, though it’s too <br />rich for my system - culminating in a headache so <br />debilitating, muscles stiffening too, but much worse; <br />a feeling of total rejection, loss of mind and alienation, <br />no energy; no understanding, no ability to enjoy life, <br />just sitting and breathing is out of the question; trying <br />to escape by reading Carolyn Myss advising to focus <br />on remaining within circumstances and the current <br />moment in time; oh no, clever Miss, this moment is <br />filled with pain and confusion for me – rather let <br />me try to park my mind somewhere else!<br /><br />Margaret Alice<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/feelings-try-to-park-mind-somewhere-else/
