I said I didn’t love you, <br />It seemed easier to lie, <br />The hardest thing of all, <br />Was telling you goodbye. <br /> <br />I thought it would be best, <br />To ignore what’s in my heart, <br />But without you in my life, <br />My world will fall apart. <br /> <br />The truth is, I love you, <br />More than words can say, <br />I think about you all the time, <br />Every night and day. <br /> <br />But now you’ll never know, <br />Just how much I care, <br />And every night I’m wishing; <br />I’ll wake to find you there. <br /> <br />But there’s nothing I can do, <br />I blew it, now you’re gone, <br />You gave me all you’re love, <br />In return, I gave you none. <br /> <br />You were my first real love, <br />But I just couldn’t see, <br />Just how special you were, <br />How much you meant to me. <br /> <br />Now you’re gone I realise, <br />I loved you from the start, <br />I’ve only myself to blame, <br />For my lonely broken heart.<br /><br />Gemma Nolan<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-lied-about-my-love-for-you/
