I don't care anymore, I cant lie to you now. <br />I suffer from a bad affection <br />seems my life's a contra diction, <br />two live war inside of me. <br /> <br />Nothing defend 'Eyes', it's time to learn to cry again <br />drawing out this line for the Millionth time <br />and though i want the Spirit to win <br />seems the strong Mans get his way. <br /> <br />I know I've pushed you far, I cant turn it around. <br />carry out the good that desire. <br />But seldom works out right. <br /> <br />My Chest hurt when i breath <br />this is not what I'd hope for. <br />I know that life is choices chances all day long. <br />seems my right just always turn out wrong. <br /> <br />All i have is wrapped up in you <br />don't take it away, anything that I have <br />to do I'm gonna do to stay! <br />I don't know what i made till you're breaking, <br />and I dont know the fate of one mistakes till I realize. <br /> <br />Who can rescue me from all I've become? <br />thanks Heaven its already done. <br />I dont have to be the way I've been <br />a victim to fix I'm in. <br />I know that i could really changes <br />all my life will I ever make it right.<br /><br />Mary Wismer<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/the-dilemma/
