If you really don't want me in your life then please say so, <br />Don't pretend that you enjoy my company, <br />i will honestly leave you alone, i will go away and disappear, <br />Just like i came in your life, <br />I will do anything for your sake, <br />I will stop loving you, if that's what you wish, <br />But please don't ask me to stop remembering you, because that's the only way i can stay alive, <br />Knowing that you're happy, keeps me going, <br />Knowing that you're smiling, removes all my pain, <br />Please don't ask me to stop loving, just like that, <br />I need a little time, i sure will try, <br />I, ll hide my love, i, ll conceal my tears, but please dear don't look too deep into these eyes or you might find what i fear, <br />I'll turn my head, when you hug him, i, ll stop my heart from beating when you kiss him <br />I'll try my best to lie to myself, <br />That i don't love you, that you don't deserve me, <br />I'll try my best to lie to myself, <br />that i don't care about you, that i don't miss you, <br />I'll try my best to lie to myself, <br />that I've moved on, and that you're my past, <br />It hurts real bad, knowing that you love someone else, <br />But for the sake of your happiness, i, ll sacrifice my love, my happiness <br />For the sake of your love and happiness, i shall go away, never to return again...................................<br /><br />Beautiful Lie<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/if-you-really-don-t-want-me-in-your-life/