It hurts even more knowing you don't even miss me, When I'm away, <br />It hurts even more, knowing you don't even think of me, <br />It hurts even more, knowing that you don't even care for me let alone love me, <br />It hurts even more, knowing that I'm not special to you like you're special to me, <br />It hurts even more, knowing that you don't even return my calls, when you return your friend's call in front of me, <br />It hurts even more, knowing you only send me text message when you need some company, <br />It hurts even more, knowing, that you didn't even wish me on my birthday, when it was you who reminded me in the first place. <br />It hurts even more, knowing that you forget me, as soon as you walk out the door, <br />It hurts even more, knowing that you treat me like any other guy, <br />It hurts even more, knowing that there is no point in loving you, but still i do nothing but love you. <br />It hurts really really bad, knowing that I'm just another guy, who treats you especially,<br /><br />Beautiful Lie<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/it-hurts-even-more-knowing/