I love you so much and you can't even see, <br />That every time u look away, it's like sticking a knife into me. <br />I want you so much, <br />But you want me so little. <br />Your so conceited, <br />And I hate it so much. <br />But everytime you smile, <br />My knees give, my hearts melts, <br />But you dont love you, so why should i stay? <br />Those pills are too slow, <br />Just like your desire to love me. <br />The knife hurts so bad, <br />And the gun in the drawer is calling. <br />Maybe you'll read this after i leave, <br />But i doubt it. <br />You'll probally laugh. <br />I'll cock the gun, <br />Jessica, my friend, i love you, <br />and boy, i hope you remember me. <br />I put it in my mouth, <br />I pull the trigger, <br />God forgive me. <br /> <br />written by bleeding mascara<br /><br />Carissa McBride<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-hate-that-i-love-you-3/
