Why is it so hard for people to admit flaws? <br />Of themselves; Of their families <br />Neglection? Seclusion? <br />Let me break the mold <br />Seem happy? <br />Im so far from my aura its scary. <br /> <br />Im paranoid <br />Hiding forms of OCD <br />Borderline ADD <br />I judge <br />Which is against my personal values <br />I cry in secret <br />With or without a reason <br />I believe some people I love <br />Hate me <br />Including some of my family <br />Im a pathological Liar <br />Never contemplated suicide <br />But contemplated just <br />Leaving........ <br />People seem to have more fun <br />without me........ <br />I know two people who had more fun <br />When I didnt exist for a night <br />It was the best night of her life <br />-direct quote <br />I feel ugly as hell <br />Havin problems most girls my age <br />wouldnt think of <br />and sometimes.............. <br /> - more then sometimes. <br /> <br />I hate myself<br /><br />Alicia Calvin<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/flaws-2/
