laughter is all that is left within <br />sweet laughter keeps me from going off the brink <br />no tears left within <br />all have been shed <br />for last night <br />the time came <br />time to end it <br />end the pain <br />end it all <br />noose tied oh so lose above the floor <br />there I hung <br />slowly began to sway <br />darkness raising <br />slowly turning numb <br />time to give into the pain <br />almost into beautiful darkness <br />when the foot steps came <br />if found now <br />the darkness with never be reached <br />fought and struggled <br />out of the noose <br />regained balance <br />as she walked in <br />my mother walked in <br />she started to complain about her life and her stress <br />did she not see my distress <br />she paid no notice to the noose beside where I stood <br />nor the tear stained face <br />or even purple-ish face infront of her <br />how could she not notice <br />there and then death took my soul <br />whatever once was held inside <br />was gone <br />once she left <br />I lay but an empty shell upon the floor <br />staring up at the noose <br />all hope faded <br />emotions lost <br />dead inside<br /><br />Scarlet .....<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/last-night-i-died-inside-2/
