What have I become... <br /> when these hands dictate the ending of days? <br /> <br />These two demons...that work for the Devil... <br /> advocate a Life that Leaves me with nothing to say... <br /> <br />Often speaking through their touch... <br /> and spreading love with their words... <br />I get blind-sided by a fear... <br /> manifested when speechless thoughts occur... <br /> <br /> Wrong things to say... <br /> <br />Never felt so... <br /> <br /> ...unavoidable... <br /> <br />Since Tainted Hands know no boundaries... <br /> Absolution has found me... <br /> With blemishes that fund a poisoned hold... <br /> <br />My spoiled grasp on your heart... <br /> ...weakens with every thought... <br /> <br />...every idea of holding you... <br /> <br />Realizing what i'm not... <br />...I respond to your loneliness... <br /> <br />With an affection...so... <br /> <br /> ...crude... <br /> <br /> <br />'I've never felt this way...about Lovin'...' <br /> <br /> I've never felt so.... <br /> <br /> <br /> *Sigh...* <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />...My Disease & I... <br /> ...Live alone... <br /> <br />Cause the question... <br /> <br /> What does your love mean to me? <br /> <br />Has such a lonely tone... <br /> <br /> Blunted by such a reality... <br /> <br /> I've come to realize that... <br /> ...Love & Appreciation... <br /> <br /> Don't Live like people do... <br /> <br /> So please understand... <br /> That responsibility was not within me... <br /> <br />But within these Idle Hands... <br /> ...that have kept me away from Loving You...<br /><br />VoySe ...<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/idle-hands/
