October 14th 2007 <br /> <br />Cant anyone see? <br />Jason? <br />Kyle? <br />Ana? <br />Anyone? <br />Cant anyone see how hurt and confused I am? <br />Cant anyone help me out of my hole? <br />Everyone walks by again <br />As if nothings wrong <br />You guys are just as bad as them <br />As the ones who left me to die before <br />As all the people who used and abused me <br />You guys don't care so stop lying to my face <br />I’d rather you tell me you hate me than having me think you are ignoring me <br />I’d rather have no friends at all than have people pretend to care <br />You say you care but why do you walk away from me when I’m in pain? <br />Things are returning to how they were <br />To when I had to fend for myself <br />To when I had to stand strong or die <br />To when no one noticed little old me <br />Off in a dark corner wallowing in my sorrow <br />Helping others up to their feet while I fall farther and farther down <br />Maybe I wont stand strong enough this time <br />Maybe I wont live through this one <br />Maybe everyone would be better off without me around <br />Without having to think <br />“Oh here comes stupid old Katie lets act like we care” <br />Without having to put in the extra effort to make me think I’m cared for <br />I’ll go back to my dark corner <br />You guys can walk out of my life like everyone else <br />And I'll fall farther than I ever have <br />Not to see day or night again <br />To rest eternally <br />So you can live on your lives without having to think <br />“Here comes Katie lets put on happy faces and hug her” <br />Without having to put in the effort to act like you care <br />So you guys can move on <br />And I can wither away<br /><br />Ankoku Gekido<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/cant-anyone-see/