The saying, “God does not play dice with the <br />Universe…” — might be true, almost to a fact- <br />. <br />However, it seems like- <br />God enjoys pulling strings <br />On any featured montage of human life… <br />. <br />The writhing of yesterday's hour at work <br />Was like a red carpet screenplay - <br />Of my desensitized emotions – <br />It beshrewed the Watcher’s ambivalence. <br />. <br />I merely like to think of it that way. <br />I still don’t know what to feel — <br />And I don’t know what my God feel, either. <br />. <br />After these thoughts– I started to feel eerie <br />again. My eyes felt dilated enough <br />Yet its vision continued to narrow down <br />. <br />Until all I can see is just a blind bend – <br />a pinch of black and white, a shadow of life. <br />slowly— It felt like – <br />. <br />I disintegrated from being of flesh <br />To no more — than blood corpuscles <br />Trying to unify my spirit at sea. <br />. <br />In all of these litmus tests in life <br />I chose to remain boggled – <br />One day, I might change my mind.<br /><br />Daffodil Decarie<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/you-re-fired/