God come on man ease my pain <br />I don't deserve this i ain't to blame <br />What the hell did i do <br />Nothing makes sense no more not even you <br /> <br />Theres no place for me on this earth <br />So hit me up with your worst <br />Make it fast or slow you can choose <br />Burn my outer shell and feed the fire with boose <br /> <br />No pain or pressure can even amount <br />To everything I've been through, i lost count <br />Numb from the inside out <br />Cutting me up not able to shout <br /> <br />This earth has nothing to give to me <br />So why would i even want to be <br />Walking around on my cold feet <br />I don't even feel my heart beat <br /> <br />As a matter of fact i think its dead <br />Everything i see is black or red <br />I stopped listening a long time ago <br />Ive gotten so sluggish and slow <br /> <br />Sitting down not thinking about life <br />Is the best way to keep me away from the knife <br />My soul slowly draining away <br />Theres nothing left for me to say <br /> <br />No one knows who i truly am <br />I don't even know who i am, damn <br />Why did you choose me and my soul <br />I didn't sign up for this role <br /> <br />Its too rough and I'm too weak <br />So just let my blood leak <br />Out of my heart onto the floor <br />My life is no more <br /> <br />Its better off if you don't know me <br />Everything gets corrupted when they see <br />What I truly am to be <br />A Zombie<br /><br />Joshua Thomas Gage<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/a-zombie-stop-deleteing-it/
