You have to defend your good faith <br />And have to struck a brave act, of <br />Break up. That's when stewed blood <br />Chilled my wicked mouth. Frozen- <br />My chin felt like sliced by shame in half <br />. <br />Guilt thawed my judgment- The wrong one. <br />After my mind collided- Glanced <br />At your language, words vindicated <br />I never heard you ever articulated <br />I know I hurt you beyond the ladder of laughter. <br />. <br />And when reality broke apart my bogus fear <br />My pain asked a touch of your sympathy <br />Tender affection. But, you're imperceptible. <br />My hands were mortified, deafly lamented <br />Why you are standing outside our doorstep. <br />. <br />And when dire moment to ask for forgiveness <br />Set ashore, life drifted you 4000 miles up north. <br />My heart thundered, can't help but cry out <br />Loud. Rushed into violent epileptic confusion. <br />Terror stormed, left me scared to feel alone. <br />. <br />My ears said 'my plea is such a disturbance' <br />Its flesh furrowed my prayers like useless hollow. <br />My eyes grieving, shun me from speaking <br />About its stained, disgraced feeling. <br />. <br />And when everything in me is sorry <br />It is truly sorry. Once again, I fell victim <br />To the same mistake, to the same regret. <br />Left feeling unloved- offense unforgiven.<br /><br />Daffodil Decarie<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/and-when/
