It was 3 a.m I remember <br />Sitting on the floor cross legs tied hope <br />Until 6 a.m cramps started to crawl <br />And I begun to wonder about afternoon <br />Trash cans in classrooms. Did you call? <br />. <br />No. My voicemail yelled, 'zero' <br />Mottled heart - fizzled phone. <br />Umbrageous - a soliloquy clamored <br />Unknown caller I.D.'s one after another, I <br />Exhaled- feeling like a cragfast epithelium. <br />. <br />10 years went by after a single sigh <br />Sailed endless seas. Caught by surprise <br />How patience swanned my bigotry <br />Would you really? No, you won't. Yes <br />Maybe you'll phone me one day. <br />. <br />I never learned how to win this game <br />In my ears desire echoes, your smile <br />Whispers, 'You love it- you love me'. <br />. <br />All you know is that you hate me unsex <br />Days you feel neutered. You're weirded out why <br />Belly touching your skin end-less poignant. <br />. <br /> <br />Pensive! These quaint memories kicked off <br />Like fireworks disney's winter wonder <br />Land's wild dreams will never see. <br />. <br />6 a.m my mind winded a sulking male puzzle <br />I sat with cramps crawling outside -in- to you. <br />Brainsick- I slept with aphrodisia disgruntled.<br /><br />Daffodil Decarie<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/affection-vs-seduction/
