pen to paper, <br />or razor to skin? <br />whixch one works best, <br />to relive the pain within? <br /> <br />Do i want to see blood? <br />or do i want to see ink? <br />must make a decision, <br />but too depressed to think.. <br /> <br />My therapist said pen to paper, <br />my mum said pain i must share, <br />my friedns said to always call them, <br />and dad... well he doesn't even care! ! ! <br /> <br />the reason behind this debate, <br />is cos of the movie behind my eyes, <br />tyhe one where he climbs into my bed, <br />and slides his hand between my thighs... <br /> <br />but neither of these work, <br />to relieve the pain, <br />for i always relive it, <br />when i close my eyes again... <br /> <br />your not even here, <br />but i still feel your touch, <br />never hated before, <br />but now i can't hate enough! ! ! !<br /><br />I wish i was as invisable as he made me feel<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/pen-to-paper-or-razor-to-skin/
