When you look at me, <br />what do you see? <br />i know you don't see my pain, <br />for if you did, <br />i know you wouldn't say those worda again and again... <br /> <br />Don't you think that it hurts being me? <br />that i don't want to live this life? <br />but im still here waiting, <br />and im still happilly faking, <br />yet i could easily grab that knife... <br /> <br />you don't see what i am going through, <br />you never understand, <br />i am going through so much strife, <br />i need someones hand... <br /> <br />What i do you never see, <br />but blood has become my best friend, <br />sometimes i think, <br />that maybe it would be easier, <br />if all this just came to an end... <br /> <br />Maybe you willl now what i go through, <br />but htat won't be today, <br />for i know your life is way too 'perfect', <br />to understand my ways... <br /> <br />life used to happy when i was young, <br />and nothing ever went wrong, <br />but im not happy anymore, <br />and all those days have gone. <br /> <br />so next time when you look at me, <br />try and see someone with a heart, <br />who won't ever leave this world, <br />cos this is only the start... <br /> <br />i want you to know that, <br />i am going to keep holdoing on, <br />and that im not gone yet, <br />you won't ever see me gone! ! !<br /><br />I wish i was as invisable as he made me feel<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/yu-wnt-ever-c-me-gone/
