I woke up this morning with high hopes, <br />of perhaps finding a smile... <br />but with shattered dreams and a broken reality, <br />is was gone in a short while... <br />it seems so wrong that life goes on, <br />when right now for me it has stopped, <br />i have absolutley nothingleft of me, <br />when once i had alot... <br />i would now like to thank you, <br />for all the things you've done, <br />you contributed to my unhappy melodies, <br />now they are all left unsung... <br />all i hear are the sounds of my tears, <br />as they softly fall, <br />when i was without you i was so big, <br />but with im so small... <br />it's not like you are here physically, <br />in fact i hardly ever see you, <br />but even though your never here, <br />you still find a way to get through... <br />get through my mind and rob me of, <br />my dignity and my pride, <br />once i used to think the world of you, <br />and now love i deride... <br />why is it that only the dead, <br />can come back to life, <br />for it is the living, <br />that feel so dead inside... <br />but maybe that's just me, <br />perhaps that's me now? <br />i used to be in such a bright mood, <br />but now my moods are foul... <br />all the things i used to like doing, <br />i now no longer care, <br />all thoses times i used to open up, <br />my thoughts i no longer share... <br />it's not that i don't want to, <br />and it's not as thouhg i can't, <br />it's just who i have become now, <br />all because of who you are...<br /><br />I wish i was as invisable as he made me feel<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/this-morning-15/
