why does life begin and end at a point and never <br />seeming to be endless pain, why is my time split <br />from wondering how i could have been and to what <br />i am now. i was once growing fast and good like <br />any ordinary child yet i was still in mums tummy <br />when i saw the light and i realised i was leaving, <br />going for good. i see the tunnel light and its coming <br />fast. <br />i ask mum where am i going and eww whats this <br />sticky red stuff coming out me and you, why am i <br />leaving my warm comfortable house as i m not <br />ready to leave. <br /> <br />i hear you crying and screaming mum why are you <br />screaming like a banshee who's about to die and than <br />it hits me hard the light so bright and beautiful and there <br />is no more......................... <br /> <br />as i see the tubes sticking out of my pretty woman and <br />feel her warm, arm as she breathe the shallow sexy breathes <br />of life i am torn and hurt yet i am still stone cold faced <br />knowing that my child is there infront of me coming out of her <br />and holding her in my arms as this beautiful being's spirit <br />ebbs away to god. <br /> <br />i see her looking at me wondering where her child is <br />and why she cant feel it kicking, holding her tummy like the <br />future is still to come tears coming out slowly like a <br />volcano ready to erupt. bang i am lost and confused <br />don't know what to do or say so i hold her in my bussom <br />as she cries day and night clouds fly by tomorrow is <br />today, today is tomorrow.<br /><br />AJJ AJJ<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/miscarriage-5/
