You called me this morning, <br />i broke down and cried, <br />im going to be the reason, <br />for why this man dies... <br />i can't take it nomore, <br />i can't take this at all, <br />what little happiness i have built, <br />has taken a fall... <br />Who was that on the phone mum asked, <br />the police i cried, <br />my court case is moving, <br />now daddy will die.. <br />'What do you mean he'll die, ' <br />she asked out of fear, <br />'for sexually abusing me, <br />for over four years! ' <br />'Kaila that is not your fault, <br />and he's not gonna die! ' <br />But it was already too late, <br />i started to cry... <br />I ran to stevens, <br />but do you think he cared? <br />he might as well slammed the door in my face, <br />for this info he couldn't bare... <br />I don't need him, <br />i don't need any of you anymore, <br />im just going to wilt away, <br />on my blood stained floor.. <br />see the story goes, <br />that my daddy will die, <br />and its all because of me, <br />im the reason why...! ! <br />but you say it's not my fault, <br />it was him who did wrong, <br />but if he died from me putting him there, <br />i'd cry my whole life long... <br />cause he's still my daddy, <br />my love is still there, <br />and if he dies, <br />well.... it's just something i couldn't bare! <br />I know what he did, <br /> is illegal and all, <br />but if he went to jail... <br />I started to bawl... <br />i didn't want to think about it, <br />but the thought was still there, <br />my court case is moving, <br />and im really really scared....<br /><br />I wish i was as invisable as he made me feel<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-thought-i-was-over-all-this/
