I will never know how I feel <br />Cause I am caught up in a moment <br />So emotionally <br />I can barely breathe <br /> <br />I am so confused, so lost <br />Lost within myself <br />I don't know what to do <br /> <br />I feel alone <br />Feel like crying my self to sleep <br />Just so I can dream my heart away <br />Dream of the life I want <br /> <br />Dream away all these sorrows and fears <br />Wishing that my dreams would become reality <br />So that I could actually be happy and it would show <br /> <br />Seeing inside you would understand <br />But you don't even know what I'm about <br />Cause you don't even see me at all <br />I wish you and the whole world could see that I'm so alone <br /> <br />Alone with these thoughts of cutting and suicide <br />Alone without anyone in my life <br />Just so alone and confused <br /> <br /> <br />November 19,2007<br /><br />ESPN CHICK<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/alone-and-confused-2/