I look at this knife in my hand <br />I think about cutting over and over again <br />To feel real too feel the pain <br />Just so I can breathe <br /> <br />Cause I know things won't get better <br />And all I do is think of you <br />I don't want you to see me this way <br /> <br />I care to much and I don't want you to leave <br />But this is all I know <br />And I can't handle hurting you <br />So its best to see that I'm better off gone <br /> <br />And you don't need someone like me <br />You deserve better than me <br />So don't you cry I promise you can do better than me<br /><br />ESPN CHICK<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/better-than-me-4/