My almost lover <br />You are gone now.. so am I. <br />No more waiting <br />Pondering.. <br />Guessing for the right answer.. <br />I'm out.. <br />Should have been a long time ago. <br /> <br />Yes. it is hard <br />And lately <br />I have been so weak. <br /> <br />Letting tears fall down my cheek. <br />I never dared wipe them. <br />Because I truly believe you are worth <br />Every teardrop. <br /> <br />If you ever do realize that I am one of a kind <br />A true beauty <br />Inside. <br />It would probably be too late <br />Just know that I still believe you were worth it. <br />All those moments I had spent <br />Daydreaming of you <br />Of 'us'. <br />I was truly happy <br />For a second... <br /> <br />I guess I am not as strong as i thought. <br />Maybe it was a good thing you left <br />My heart. <br /> <br />Now just get out of my mind <br />My thoughts.. wishes <br />My dreams and fantasies <br />Please... leave me alone for now. <br /> <br />When you see me.. turn the other way <br />Or walk past me just like the wind <br />When I need help.. do not offer a hand <br />If I try to talk to you.. ignore me <br />If I keep staring.. get out of my sight <br />Don't let my heart open up to you <br />A g a i n..<br /><br />Virginia Her<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/goodbye-my-almost-lover/
