Daddy misses you <br />Even though I never saw you born. <br />Never got to name you or carry you in my arms. <br /> <br />Daddy misses you <br />You see, we weren't ready for such a change- <br />Mentally we weren't ready, let alone out age. <br /> <br />We just wanted what was best, and now wasn't suited for you <br />So we sadly laid you to rest... <br />A childish answer to such a grown up question <br />Never thought that I would ever mention <br /> <br />That daddy misses you. <br />Remembering the times I rubbed her belly..knowing you were inside <br />But as much as I tried I couldn't hide the joy of having a baby boy. <br /> <br />'You know we can't keep it Jay' but please-don't ever blame your mother for what was said <br /> -cause in the end I sadly agreed. <br />You see we never planned it to be this way, mommy and me-but I've learned some things just aren't meant to be.. <br /> <br />How do I explain to my first born that technically they weren't the first...that they once had an older sibling, this is what hurts me, your daddy... <br />Mommy and me and aren't together anymore, and this may be for the best-we thought we were grown but we both failed the test.... <br /> <br />Never would I know what color your eyes would be <br />Never get to hold you close or tend to your needs.. <br />..daddy misses you.. <br /> <br />Its an on going struggle my child, but even now I love you... <br />Me and mommy made the biggest mistake by taking you away <br />Daddy misses you<br /><br />Rebelious Jay<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/daddy-misses-you-a-letter-to-my-unborn-child/
