I keep trying to find a life <br />On my Own, apart from you. <br />I am the king of excuses, <br />I've got one for every selfish <br />Thing I do. What's going on Inside of me? <br /> <br />I despise my Own behavior. <br />This only serves to confirm <br />my Suspiciou That I'm still <br />A Woman in need of my saviour. <br /> <br />The disease of self runs through my blood. <br />Its a Cancer fatals to my soul <br />Every at tempt my behalf has fail <br />To bring sickness under control. <br /> <br />I want to see the light <br />As you are in the light <br />I want to shine like the stars in heavens. <br />Lord be my light and be my Salvation. <br /> <br />27. December 2007<br /><br />Mary Wismer<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/in-the-light-2/