you told me to write <br />but i have nothing to say, <br />apart from the fact, <br />that i dread waking up each day... <br />i promised andrew i wouldnt cut, <br />and it is killing me, <br />cos i have all the issues flowing inside my blood, <br />that im dying to just set free... <br />i simple slit is all it takes, <br />to take away my pain, <br />but it doesnt really last that long, <br />til im urged to do it again.. <br />im turning from the living, <br />and im racing to the dead, <br />these never ending issues, <br />all swirling in my head... <br />the scars the keep me haunted, <br />and the dreams always replay... <br />im falling from life at a rapid pace, <br />and it happens everyday... <br />i keep of living in a memory, <br />that has cruelly haunted me deep, <br />then i relive it when i go through my dreary day, <br />to relive it again in my sleep... <br />you see this all will never end, <br />no matter what you say, <br />im stuck in my depressed life, <br />and like that it will stay... <br />i've tried to keep on talking, <br />but the message doesn't get through, <br />i've tried so many different things, <br />but none of them ever do... <br />if i didnt make that promise, <br />i'd turn straight to the blade, <br />cos i know from that deep deep slit, <br />all my problems soon will fade.....<br /><br />I wish i was as invisable as he made me feel<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/write/
