I used to cause harm to people <br />I didn’t want darkness left by me when I’m gone <br />In hell my soul is burning, no way to be withdrawn <br />But feet of mine still walk the Earth <br />I have begun corruptly <br />And feel like I’ll end up worse <br />Unfortunately, love I did not find <br />Lost all my friends, <br />I’m like a lonely book on a dusty shelf <br />Slowly creating enemies and hangmen for myself <br />Traded my dreams for delirium of intoxicating nights <br />My will not to care reached unimaginable heights <br />I did not need a living soul <br />Now I became unneeded, <br />Residing in this spiteful hellhole <br />No matter what I do, I stay defeated <br />Who will help me <br />Could anybody save me <br />To acquire freedom <br />Simply destroy the hate and anger <br />Consumed by evil, no exit from this kingdom <br />What am I to pay for the rescue of my soul <br />Who will sacrifice their heart at the altar <br />With time I grow more distant, colder <br />Those who tried to open up my eyes <br />Completely turned to fools, met their demise <br />As I was morally destroying them <br />I was degradingly destroying my own life <br />It was too late I realized <br />That after all, I was the devil, in disguise…<br /><br />Lex Leon<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/when-an-angel-i-have-not-become/
