How many tears are left in my eyes? <br />Why do I laugh when I really want to cry? <br />I wonder why I get up everyday <br />When in the end it will turn out the same way <br />I ask myself if I should keep trying <br />Inside, I feel my heart is dying <br />It’s as if I’m invisible to you <br />It’s like nothing I do ever gets through <br />I want to give up and say that it’s the end <br />But I know my heart will never mend <br />How come you’ll talk to her but won’t talk to me <br />It’s not that hard, I’ll show you, you’ll see <br />How come everyone tells me that it’s not supposed to be this way? <br />But in the end it doesn’t matter what they say <br />How come you find it so easy to break my heart? <br /> I bet you don’t even realize that we’ve grown apart <br />Maybe this was just fate or destiny <br />Maybe I’ve just been living in a fantasy <br />Everyday I ask myself why <br />Everyday I lock myself in my room to cry <br />How much longer can we live in secrets and lies <br />How many tears are left in my eyes?<br /><br />M.A. Ces<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/how-many-tears-are-left-in-my-eyes/
